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Charlie Wright attends “Diary Of A Wimpy Kid: The Long Haul” Atlanta screening hosted by Dwight Howard at Regal Atlantic Station on May 14, 2017 in Atlanta, Georgia.

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Diary of a Wimpy Kid: The Long HaulstarCharlie Wright is opening up about the negativity he experienced after becoming a “worldwide meme.”

On Sunday, Wright, 25, shared a video toYouTubeandTikTokin which he recalled being cast in the 2017 family comedy, which served as the third live-action film in theDiary of a Wimpy Kidfranchise. Released several years after the first twoWimpy Kidmovies, based on author Jeff Kinney’schildren’s book series of the same name,The Long Haulfeatured an entirely new cast, including Wright as the character Rodrick, who is lead character Greg Heffley’s (Jason Drucker) older brother.

“Let’s just say that when the world found out I was playing Rodrick, they weren’t very happy,” Wright recalled of reaction to his2016 casting announcement. When 20th Century Foxreleased a trailerfor the movie in March 2017, internet criticism of the film was aimed largely at Wright, culminating in an internet trend known as#NotMyRodrick.

“For the better half of 2017 and honestly until like 2018, I was kind of a worldwide meme, not to brag or anything,” he said. While Wright said he found many of the jokes funny at the time, the trend gave way toward more serious anger and derision toward him. Comments on YouTube trailers for that movieremain turned offseven years later.

Diary of a Wimpy Kid: The Long Haul.20th Century Fox/Alamy

Charlie Wright and Jason Drucker in DIARY OF A WIMPY KID : THE LONG HAUL

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Wright noted in his video that he remains unsure whether “the hate towards me was because” he replaced Devon Bostick, who played the character Rodrick in the first twoWimpy Kidmovies, or whether the trend simply grew popular as a joke paralleling turmoil over Donald Trump’s election and inauguration around the same time as the movie was marketed to audiences.

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The Long Haulproved theWimpy Kidseries' final live-action entry. Further entires have been developed as animated films for Disney+. In Wright’s video, which he said is the first time he has spoken publicly about his experience followingThe Long Haul, the actor noted he experienced “a depressive episode for almost three years” following the film’s release.

Charlie Wright and Jason Drucker in DIARY OF A WIMPY KID : THE LONG HAUL

“It kind of ruined my acting career, but I’m still alive,” Wright, whoseIMDbpage last credits him with a 2021 appearance inYellowjackets, said. “I’m still here, and to be honest, I never really liked acting.”

Wright shared in his video that while he holds no ill will towards people who turned him into a meme as a teenager, he regrets that “no one was there to really guide me through it or help me.”

“I just had to suck it up and deal with it; I had to figure it out on my own and it took me three years to finally let go and move on,” he said.

source: people.com